onlystubborngrl

Obstruction #49
Monday, June 29, 2009 , 4:07 PM

Zzz. Day by day, I force myself to be happy. This disease really is bordering me. Why is it soo hard to get well ? Wats the point of eating medicines then ? Runny nose, sudden headache and diarrheo and loss of appetite. Wats all this ?

Sumtimes, I'm just too scared to face this fact that I'm still sick ! When to the doc but he didn't say anything serious. Teacher called and suggest that I call 993. Msges from friends asking me to take care. All this are fearing me. Who knows if I'm one of the H1N1 victim ? CHOY ! I dowan. Coz if I'm really fated to be one, there goes my life. Real loner, death coming after me and all day long is eat medicine,MEDICINE,MEDICINE !

Maybe, people might be thinking that I'm just too frustrated or something ? Like that father of mine. But well, I just don't know exactly wat goes around me. Who will nver start to worry about themselves when they falls sick for like almost one week, since they came back from overseas, and now this Swine Flu ?! Oh my. Wats best to do now is, I'll keep on swollowing those useless pills and just hoping and praying for the best from god.

Now that teacher and school is coming after me for my health status, everyday, and friends like Vivian Tan, msging me asking whether I'm okeh or not, have I seen a doc, etc, I feel really important. How great, to have people showing their care and concern towards me. Thanks, much appreciated(:

End of Obstruction #49