onlystubborngrl

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"The trouble with her is that she lacks the power of conversation but not the power of speech."
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i've been thinking about it.
Monday, August 24, 2009 , 5:56 PM

Have been posting frequently now. Still, over at OCC. Really back tired after school. Rested few minutes on bed, watched few vids and now, here I am blogging. Sth, a word, just flashed into my mind while I was thinking of a title for this post. A word with a meaning of :-
  • to pay no attention or too little attention to..
  • to be remiss in the care..
  • disregard or slight..

'NEGLECTED'

*no offence, rebecca :D*

I really find that this word would keep on appearing in my mind or even my life. People neglecting me ? Maybe in the past but why do I still have this feeling in me ? I go along with everybody, anybody. I face watever situation I encountered. I adapt to the place I fall in. I realise that all this is reality but what exactly is bothering me, making me feel neglected ? Or is it me myself is neglecting someone else ? Confuseconfuse.

Sometimes, my past bugged me. Thinking about all the thangs I've been thru. The highs and lows. The happiness and sadness. The time I felt great and the time I was disappointed. Agony, Memories will always stay as an unforgetable thang in me.

I've also been failing to find someone suitable to talk to. Someone that would care to listen to my stories, share my laughter, my tears. There are people who cares to be one but I just don't feel like you're the right person to talk to. Its not the matter of shy or secretive but I just can't bring myself to tell you the A to Z in my mind. Sorry to you. What I'm thinking now is, a ear listener is no longer important but is "that thang" really my deepest secret ? Nobody knows about this. Its all in me and only me. I know that certain things are bleak to happen but is there any possibilities, still ?

" I'll dream as I fall asleep tonight."

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