Homed. Went to chill with lovely-fun people. One of them was Smally(azzam). I mentioned about him in blog before. Herm. Known him for around 3-4 months already. I've been through much. Both happiness and sadness. Moments i had and time spent together with the rest since yesterday night till this morning are memorable. Second time chilled with Jaggi and grl-F. All we had was just fun. Played games, riddles, jokes, etc. Not forgetting breakfast moment at mac, northpoint. As I was eating hotcakes with sausage, I remembered sth that touches my heart when it first happened. It was so sweet of Smally to buy me hotcakes when he learnt that I'm starving. Eventhough it happened last year, it's still fresh in my mind. I could still remember that I was joking with him regarding hotcakes and stuffs and then, the moment when I was taken aback was that he really bought everything. Ouch* Just imagine, he was tired working and after his work he actually bought breakfast for me. Nver in my life a guyfriend of mine did this to me, for me. As in yaa, readers should get what I mean. Lol. While I was eating my hotcakes, I said that I can still remember sumone bought for me hotcakes & when I was slicing the hotcakes, I sliced it the way Smally does and again said sarcastically, who slices or cuts hotcakes this way ? not only hotcakes but even when he eats prata(egg prata has always been his choice^^). I smiled and smiled.

Now, reminiscing things back, I swear that I miss everything and especially Smally, although we've just met just now. He's kindness, sillyness, stubborness, carelessness, care and concern^^. But now, it seems like things have changed. I'm too egoist when it comes to him. Its hard to give him face/chance(s). All this while, he's just plain innocent but his actions has always lead him into trouble. Sigh. However, I do realised that I've been unfair and harsh to him at times. Sorry. Seeing him like a small kid always make me wanna bully him and also mad at him for no reason. Weird. But well, lets just leave everything on god's hands. We're just humans. Heh (:

Before I go to bed and end this post, just wanna say that

I M I S S A B D U L L A H A Z Z A M B I N J A S M A N I ! :/