I told myself that I'm gonna keep myself busy so that I won't think of him often. Now that I'm starting to get real busy with work, I realise that it works only when I'm busy. But when I'm not, I could even emo or daydream or anything coz I've started to miss him and think about him. Oh why, Oh my. I can't deliberately say that I've fall in love with him coz what I've always thought about is that this kinda feelings will nver last. This are just feelings that made you happy for only short moments. Sigh. I will start to feel restless if you didn't text me up, etc. Why is this so ? Hating it big time but still, I'm holding onto it. Ego(Y).

Mum told me that you texted. But via Dad's phone. I was taken aback, surprised. As I was eager to check Dad's inbox, the msge is alr gone. Upset for a minute. Asked Mum if its really him and she was so confident that it's him. W/o any hesitation, I used Dad's phone to text him up but....no rply yet. Parents off to Malaysia alr. What if he rplied ? *getting a lil stress*

Remember the song we used to listen tgt in the cab ? You took the right side and I, the left side of the earpiece. You were happily singing and me, smiling widely listening to you and Jay Sean. Now this song, Do you remember(Acoustic) is on replay on my iPod Touch. To me, this song could really make me reminisce back our moments spent tgt(: We laugh, fight, talk, debate, tease......... How I wish I could stay by your side round the clock. Okeh, that's too much. We've got our own work to do/go. Haa. I miss receiving "Morning dearest ;)" "Good morning dear ;)" "Hey babe, what are you up to?" from you, honestly. Even a short msge from you could make me smile the whole day. Every working days of mine, I would really hope to receive a text from you. Whenever I'm doing my work and I felt vibration, I would say out your name and my heart will skip two beat faster while taking out my phone from the pocket. But it has been 3 days, today, my hope was just a prank. Just so you ought to know that I miss you big time and I care, concern and think about you even if you don't care even a lil about me.