First of all, it was real smart of me to be making the right decision.
Secondly, it was lucky that I didn't love you till the extend that I fear losing you.
Thirdly, it was great that I'm not into you.

Listen to my blog song. Promise in the dark by Keri Hilson. I'm dedicating this song to you. Should I mention your name ? Okeh, maybe not. You'll lose face if I do. So, I've heard SOO much. Thanks man. You're real great. SUPERB !(Y) I fell into your trap. Your innocent look is soo deceiving. It doesn't seems to be like how it suppose to be. I didn't, NEVER, expect this from you. You're totally different from what my friends and I thought of you. I swear and I can't deny that you're a good guy but my goodness ! you broke me down. You cut my heart very deeply. Greatest impact ever. Trust you to be doing all this to me. In what way do I deserve this ? How could you. I take back all my words. All those good words I've put in to praise you, to leave a good impression on my friends towards you. ALL !

You wanted me and so you lied to me sth about you. Sth that makes me adore you ? I'm grateful for that but can't you just be humble ? It was wrong of you to do that, seriously. Can't you just be yourself ? Trust me, I will accept anything about you. I'm not fussy finding a friend. I don't look at status, academics. You had the right intention but you did it in a wrong way and you hurt me. So all this while, you've been putting on an act. Oh my ! I was such a fool to be believing you and your lie(s). Not forgetting about the matter of you has done sth to me. It was so untrue ! You proudly shared things with your buddies/friends about sth you rake up ? I'm speechless ! You're a liar. You just broke the trust I had in you. No point having so much good memories, your minor lie just deleted it all away. It conquered everything.

Last but not least, I would like to applause. You did it ! You manage to break my heart into million and million pieces. I'm so so so upset with you. You HUMILIATED me ! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH ! You're the first guy who did this to me. How great ! *claps* You compared me to other people, you made me sound so cheap. What the fuck is all this for ?! What wrong did I do to you till the extend that you insulted me (in)directly ? Your humiliation seriously tears my heart apart. Wow. I've never ever expected this from you. You're good by my bare eyes but you're soo fucking NOT, actually. Only good on the surface. What's this ? All this time, you left a BIG question mark to why are we strangers now. You, my sister and some people out there makes me think as if it was all my fault when it's fucking not. You're a good actor or rather a good player in a game that I don't like or wanna play. I'm leaving. I'm deleting you away. I will treat as if you don't exist in my life. This is oh so hard but I will definitely try, force myself to do it. You don't deserve me and I don't deserve you. It was very unfortunate of me to get to know you. Big time liar and actor ! Stop your drama. Don't repeat your mistakes. Don't do what you did to me to other grls. They don't deserve this from you.

By your eyes, only your ex is the best. The "good grl'. But that doesn't mean that I'm the baddest. You are judging the book by its cover, boy. Please don't. You don't know me unless you're me. TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED ! I found everything all by myself. Incredible huh. I'm way too smart. Now don't put the blame on someone else. Blame yourself. It's your fucking fault !

Now, goodbye to you. I will miss you. Worthless tears.